My training officially started this week. I'm pretty excited to roll out some faster miles and be little more focused. I have two half marathons in the future. I really don't have any expectations as far as time goes for myself other then to give it hell. I have nine weeks until my next race this year which for me is just about right. If I have to much time I become kinda flat. My legs are feeling good no major hot spots so to speak. I've learned a couple interesting things about myself last year and hope to use it to my advantage this year. If you don't know me very well running is my passion and I take it very seriously even if at times it doesn't seem like it. I'm thankful for every run I'm able to complete without pain or injury. Running gives me a sense of peace in my mind and helps me clear my head and move forward with a positive attitude.
On a different note I'm under a massive amount of stress. I had something terrible happen to my mom and I'm not sure how to cope with it yet. At times I'm not sure if this happened or happening but every morning I wake up and I realize its real. I feel just completely numb to feelings and wish I could feel something and on the other hand I'm scared to feel anything. It hurts me deep and scares me deeply. I don't feel comfortable telling what happened at this point. I'm just going to keep looking forward and pray.
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